today is my day~~

salam
ary ni my bday y ke20
xsangka dah 20thn aku bernafas lam dunia ni
kwn aku ckp,org lain dah nk msuk 21thn
tp aku bru je smpai 20
tq bnyk2 pd smua y wish bday aku
ada y buat aku tersentuh
bila mira,kwn aku tu
kol aku,then nyanyi utk aku
thnks sgt...
cute & sweet sgt..
dia dgn tini agknya..
gra org pertama
heee
ary ni aku ada pper ctu551
kul9 nt...
arap2 dpt jwb dgn tenang & betul
jwb sje dgn tenang bt pe kan??
biarlah aku lalui hri aku hri ni dgn tenang & diiringi dgn snyumn
kali pertama smbut bday without my parent
rsa sedih pm ada
but its ok..mak ayah,sy bngga & bersyukur smpai ke thp ni
tq sbb lahirkan sy..
tq sbb asuh sy,besarkn sy,belai sy,bg sy ksh syg
smuanya sempurna
mak ayh bg sy duit,pndidikan,ksh syg,ilmu
dan y pnting, doa mak ayh utk sy sntiasa dlm hati
andai diberi pluang,sy nk peluk mak ayh
dan ucpkan,raikan hari ini dgn senyuman
krna ankmu kini makin matang
terima kasih
sy akn cuba buktikn sy y terbaik utk mak ayh
tak lupa bersyukur kpd Allah
krna mencipta sy
mendampingi sy slalu
membantu sy selalu
mendengr mslh sy selalu
dan menyelesaikn mslh sy selalu
ALLAH Maha Mengasihi hamba2Nya
syukur kepadaMu..
so,,let me celebrate my day..

'GOMO KELATE GOMO"

suka plak bila klntn menag mlm ni..

even utk semi final..

klntn akn jumpa n9,same like last year

mitk2 klntn mng..haha

aku dgn roomate aku tru bwh tgk negeri diorg pnya

aku xleh nk tgk klntn main sbb astro rsk

binawe..

tp xpe,klntn mng jgk

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ok la tu kn,drpd xde pe2

suko2!!

gomo kelate gomo..

arap2 mng!!

luv u kelate!!!

4 month in uitm,pnck perdana

salam..
4month in uitm,pp...
emm...so many intresting & challenging dat must face
everything is going fast..
skng ni aku da bleh kwn2 bru
bdk2 lam klas aku,mhupun luar dr klas aku
housemate aku thun dpn pm org y sama
tp,ada 2 org y aku suka berkawan
diorg ni slalu bt aku ktawa
si myra & yana
tp ni xbermakna org lain xleh bt aku snyum
diorg ni lbh sikit sbb satu loghat dgn aku kot
sorg bdk ganu, sorg lg bdak klate
diorg ni bnyk kerenah
mcm2...myra laa y start pnggil aku "mok"
bongok...tp aku suka
thun dpn kitorg da xsatu klas dah
aku record, myra p.sumber, yana library
heee...
oh ya, 25hb ni final doh
stress2!!!
aku ni mcm xready lg
tkut btol,tkut kna repeat thun dpn
ishh...mitak2 laa xde y kna repeat
lau ada,mati aku
nt aku upload pic lect aku
aku xblik stdy wik ni..mabuk dol
malu eh
aku teringatkan ex cgu2 aku laa
cgu maznah,cgu minah,cgu kam,cgu nik sah,papa
mama,ibu,....smuanya lah
kwn2 aku lg
diorg exm xsama tarikh dgn aku
dan msti cuti nt xsama jgk
tp leh jumpa jgk cmne pm
cma lmbt atau cpt je
ishh...aku ni lapar sbnrnya
out luh...nk mkn
choww...daa
p/s: best x lgu lam blog ni??haha..slmt mendengar~

i've get my smile back!!!!

salam...
lama botul xberblog ni...
bz skang ni..assignmnt,test..lps ni final plak..25hb!!
emm...bnyk bnda y brlaku lam msa aku xberblog ni..tp,
aku nk crite y terbaru ni...heee
ni kiranya luahan aty aku y suci bersih lg murni ni..hahaha
ptg td aku try kol someone,someone y nk kata special tu,ada laa sikit
aku kol,tp tutup..then tba2 dia msg aku
and ask me to leave any msg n sorry i cannot be like we r through b4..plis u/stand me..
dia xphm ke, aku rndu dia,mereka??
sis,theres notim important..i juz call u bcoz wanna know bout adik & kakak
do they remember me as i miss them much??
mebi it unnecessary 2 u..i've try & do understand u,as like u want
im juz looking some forgiveness from u
i'm not free...i was stuck in ur heart..
i hope dats no revenge in ur heart..
if it do so, i'll never join my life freely...
if all those things happen juz bcoz of "ketidaksengajaan" i know bout dat
i'm not the one dat u should blame,it's not my fault!!
truly, i'm so proud when i called u sis once b4
and it'll never ends till die..
u & ur family are part in my life..
everyday,evry second,i ask from GOD 2 give me back wat i have loss b4
and now...i know, ALLAH alwez beside me..and hear my pray..
ALLAH never leave me alone, so either u..
i know, we can't be like b4...and i do not ask to do dat
but..plis,whatever happen between us,dont make ur kids hate me
it more hurting me if u do so...they r juz like my miracle
they make me smile and learn me how to appreciate wat i have now
its very beatiful moment when i was there to hold their hands
and kiss them..
and juz now, u send me unexpectable msg...
u said"...we r sister & its remain so..hopefully there's notim
'stuck' in our heart & we can continue our life happly & freely..
my kids + me still rmmber u as u do..."
when i read dat kind of msg, my tears come along
dats wat i wait so long...u reply my msg..a +ve msg
tq so much!!!u give me a hope..a new hope!!
i can through my life without any doubt anymore
u've let me go freely..tq!!
i can breath again....thanxs
its worth for fighting this...and 2nite, i'll sleep very well
mebi u know,dats not my fault..
truly, u make me smile again
u give me back my smile..i hope my smile never fade away anymore
tq..tq so much!!